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Eating disorders are one of the most dangerous ways to self-destruct that there is. I think it comes from the same place as SI and other self-destructive behaviors, and any of them can take over your life, but there is something about eating disorders that really grabs hold of you and it takes so much willpower and strength to let go of it. Taking your meds and listening to your doctors and therapists is important. I've been concerned about you. Eating disorders lie to you, as much or more than depression does. It alters your ability to think, and tells you that you don't deserve to live. But you do deserve to live. You deserve to live a full life, free of the pain that the eating disorder is causing you. You deserve to be nourished also.

With Love,
Wendy

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