Been alright for a while. Made a decision to quit my birth control due to reading an article on how it can affect your mood. It sounded exactly like what I am experiencing. However, once i finally felt like things were going to be fine we got the news. Two sisters I knew got into a car accident and died along with one of their boyfriends while the other was in intensive care. After that school started back up. And then my mother left for a wedding in Japan. Which it always isnt to bad when she is gone, since I am in college, there is just so much going on in my life that it is hard to deal with no one being here anymore. And with that my boyfriend left for univerisity also. All of this happened withing 3 days. Then I had a week of school before the funerals. It is the hardest thing to think about. Two girls, still in high school. It just has been such a bad week. I feel so alone in it all. I really need to get on here more often, because when I do, i just feel so much better.