Thank you, everyone. You are so kind and supportive. I wish I could hug each and everyone of you personally.

I am so wrung out by the last job rejection; I honestly thought people there liked and respected me, that I had found a place where I was valued; and I gave the job at least 110%. I have no social life, and a job and income are really all that matter to me. Maybe it shouldn't be that way, but it is.

I was so insecure that I wanted to walk out in the middle of the day, before I did my teaching demonstration.

These are all-day events, from 9 a.m. to 4 p.m. with a lunch in the middle, which I can't eat because I just get gassy or have diarrhea, disastrous at such a time.

Well, it's over, and I had something to eat, and now I am trying to complete my assignment for an online course I have to take to get ready for an online gig next week.

Again, I very much appreciate the love and support your brought here. Thank you.