thanks for the replies, i dont think my angel gf is bad at all though because she helps me much more than anything else really, and she does make me happy. ive told my therapists and docs about it, they didnt really think much of it and my old thearpist who has moved (who is really liberal, open minded, and has helped me more than any other professional) even said if it helps i should stick with it.

she helps me a lot and its causing any problems for me and helps me deal with my situation so as i thought about it i decided i am more than okay with her