mustering up the 20 seconds is going to be the hard part....I really hope I don't wimp out!

Because I always blame myself for everything, I've been thinking a lot that this might have been her way of "passing the buck" and getting out of working with me - by making this comment. What if it was and I bring up this whole conversation for nothing when she really is just tired of having me as a client? It has been four years. Isn't that a long time to have someone as a client? I would probably be tired of me too.