all this stress is driving me insane. my grades are turning out to not be so good and im a junior so it really counts. once i saw my grades it really got me upset and i got so upset i went into the bathroom and cut. i dunno why stress does that to me. its like i want to punish myself cuz i feel like im ruining my life. i hate it. i dont want to mess up my life but im trying really hard, i just dont have the energy to care sometimes. i dont know whats wrong with me. im always tired. no matter how much i sleep, and i feel weak all the time and i fall asleep in class almost everyday. i dont know whats wrong with me but its messing up school and getting me so stressed that i cut. i hate it. i want to feel normal again.