I'm fighting for a life worth living here and I just lost the war. Back up to 10mg of my SSRI That means I never will be moved by music. No butterflies for the girl in front of me. Never that awe inspiring moment when I read something new or see a piece of art. That is unless I drink alcohol, copious amounts of alcohol which is the only thing that makes me feel anything when Im on this stuff. It's a dangerous road. fml I've been through enough and now I can't even feel love?! This is crazy! I feel like my soul has been robbed, my passion stolen.