I saw my PDoc. He's raising my Lexapro back up to 10mg. You have no idea how much this devastates me. I can't feel anything when im on 10mg. I can't feel the butterflies for the girl that is sitting in front of me, I can't be deeply moved by music, my passion is gone I feel like my soul has been stripped from it's most essential character. I'm numb on this stuff!!! It's horrible! What an empty way to go through life. I just lost my battle for a life worth living. God damnit!