Okay... ive recently told my parents about my depression and how i feel its a problem and i need some help to fix it. I feel a little better, since ive taken the first steps to get outta this mess. BUT... the problem is that my friend has been talking with me for months and she is soo helpful, but she doesn't know that on top of depression... ive been known to cut every once and awhile... about a week ago i was really down... and had cut myself... and she saw the marks on my arm... so she panicked but i gave her a completely bull story that my cat had got me or something. just recently i got tired of lying since i shared everything with her and i told her the truth.

And up to this point she has been getting upset with me (prior to telling her about cutting) and is starting to get tired of me because sometimes i have been very uncooperative and i have delayed telling my parents for months. So, she is completely upset with me, mostly b/c i lied to her... and she hasn't talked to me in a little awhile. i have apologized to her... but i no that isn't enough... and this has been really hard on me because she is basically the only person i ever share anything with... and now with her not talking to me... ive been completely alone... and im worse than ever... and ive tried not to cut since then... and ive been successful... im just really a complete emotional wreck and i have no idea what to do... HELP!