Thanks for the Perserverance Reward. Been a while since I've won anything.

I think I relate quite a bit. I feel similarly, and yeah, I get pissed off and frustrated sometimes, too. I've tried a number of dating sites, ... I say "tried", but what I really mean, is that I went on them, registered to a few, and was most unimpressed, either by the type of women I saw there, or just totally lacked faith in the system and confidence in myself.

I feel like I need to get my appearence to the way I want it, to when all this working out will have really paid off, then I can at least not feel disgusting to a woman.

I usually find myself going on a dating site at night, when I'm really tired, and I'm just feeling a bit crappy, feeling sick of being single, so I think, maybe it's doable, maybe a relationship is fine, but I inevitably bail.

I go out, but not a great deal. Part-time college course, recently started jogging outside, I visit my dad now and again, and I go to the shops now and again, occasionally to town; nothing fantastic in the way of meeting women. I did meet a woman at college, but she just made me feel very uncomfortable with how pushy she was, so that ended very quickly.