I see. That is difficult. I am not sure. I am of the belief that a suppressed instance of trauma is bound to have an impact on you know matter how much ignorant bliss you are in. Know that you have a glimpse what do you do? Take a lot of courage to do the trauma therapy thing. I would try hypnosis first if it were me.
Maybe ask in the PTSD and survivors of abuse section and see what kinds of results they have had. Might be well worth it in the long run. I don't know. Radical Acceptance would say it is OK to embrace the fact that it happened, it is not your fault, and there is nothing you can do to change the fact that it happened. Acknowledge the reality. Has to be very scary.
Almost 100% sure I don't have any repressed trauma so I am grateful for that. Can never say anything with 100% certainty though.
My aunt is a financial advisor. She has a friend who was a teacher and she talked him into going into financials. A guy took him on as a partner and gave him a bunch of clients. This was an Edward Jones office or one like that. They do acting training on video. Someone comes in and acts as a client and runs you through the drill and the bosses watch on the monitor. During one of these the guy had a total nervous breakdown in front of everyone. Turns out childhood trauma and abuse came flooding into his consciousness all at once. He was in the hospital for awhile. I need to ask my aunt how he is doing now.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
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