Maybe something will level out but the couple months Lexapro was in effect I had no positive emotions whatsoever, except when I drank. Drinking was the only thing that made me feel human. Over time, feeling nothing wore away at me. It was torture and frustrating. I would come home. Sit down in a chair and just sit there. No music would be on. No movie would be on. I would sit there in the silence not compelled to move. Then after awhile I would notice what I was doing and I would try to put on Bob Dylan or Nina Simone to no avail. The music was just noise, just static. I would go on dates and I wouldn't feel any chemistry at all. In fact, I would just get bored or frustrated. It was like getting an emotional lobotomy. It was horrible.