I cannot do anything. I have been moving into my house for three years -- you read that right, three freakin' years. I used to do it in a week. I cannot do it. I try and try and just can't. I cannot iron or sew and I have not smiled or laughed for real in eons. I try SO HARD to do the things I need to do and it is just impossible, and I don't know why -- it's like God hates me. Look, I know all the stupid tricks for organizing, but this is beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I mean we are talking I am crying uncontrollably every day and I don't want to go on. And my abusive bf won't leave me alone and that's a whole other issue, but the biggest one is my inability to BUDGE or to finish the simplest task, to do any kind of thing at all. All I can do is lie in bed and weep or sleep and I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP PLEASE