Ok, I was diagnosed or misdiagnosed again I feel with Stiff person syndrome. It's fibromyalgia and a movement disorder had a baby basically. You turn into a statue from the triggers of stress, the cold, heat, wind, water, anything really that could do that but it's mostly sensory either through touch and emotional that trigger it from most people who have this.

I'm 21, I got this last march, the meds made it worse. I don't believe it's this and that my psychosis is something bigger and that it's not a normal type of psychosis. I have psychosis NOS, because I seem crazy like a schizophrenic type in the way I talk in public or being around myself. So to make it more sense, I have both the symptoms of both positive and negative symptoms of schizophrenia, when I'm out of touch, but it's been apart of me since I was born, but what makes me different I can go in and out of it normally, the only time when it gets really bad is when I lose all touch and it's right before my body goes crazy and freezes up.

My neurologist and therapist believed I had this or dystonia and definitely not a catatonia. It's pretty clear it's too irregular to be SPS. I've seen it's like fibromyalgia and is very set and frequent as in regular and easy to keep track off at times.

For me, it was like that at the time, I just got out of a coma a year and almost a half ago in november of 2013.

I now know that, dopamine has caused my body to go into a coma. I find that very suspiscious. How dopamine and very high levels of dopamine have been present since ever not only just chemical imbalance stuff, but that I think I'd go back to the drawing board and bring up parkinson's disease and how my symptoms are very related to it all the time. It's definitely gotten worse, I don't know what to do. It feels like I am dying, but very slowly. Like in 20 years slowly. I'm not saying that out of freaking out, it's not getting any better and it's what I physically feel.

Not only it brought me intense fatigue that can last for weeks or even a month no matter how little or how much sleep I get. Also, I can't seem to understand when it happens. It's not that I feel like I'm paralyzed it hurts to move my body, but at the same time I forget how to use my body parts. It gets very frightening when all of a sudden you don't know how to use your limbs or fingers or hands or eyes or mouth. Swallowing breathing and so on.

The psychosis gets much worse and much scarier then feeling like everyone is trying to kill me and I'm not in the world I'm in it's false and everyone seems to be an imposter of what I thought was safe. That's how it actually happens then after a while, my body gets very very numb that's when it's done peaking and dying off, but it takes awhile sometimes 3 to 4 days even.

It then comes back harder and harder every time making my muscles spasm out of control and even pull my muscles like I worked out for 10 hours when I just sat down for 10 minutes doing nothing. I work out regularly and in shape so that has nothing to do with it.

I find this strange and wonder if the mental health and people who know someone or who have been diagnosed with parkinson's can help me. I've had about almost 5 years of tests in me and a lot of misdiagnosis. I may have paraneo plastic stuff too, because of maybe my cyst in my face in my jaw may cause somethings. I doubt it highly, but I don't know to be sure.

thank you for the help