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is super down. and frustrated.
no matter what i do, nothing is going into my head.
and this starts the self-defeating thoughts - i am useless, i will never succeed, i should just end it all.
i wish i could. i wish i could end all of this pain.
so that i can stop hating myself - that all this stems from school.. and i am hating myself for it because it's normal to be stressed from school.
i am just a loser.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.
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