In september I tried to commit suicide by an overdose but it was a failed attempt cos I regretted it and decided to call the ambulance. But because of my actions my best friend no longer talks to me. We were super super close and now she's cut me off completely. I was in a psychiatric hospital in November and two months have now passed and it's definitely over between us. However it is tearing me apart I am so utterly sad and empty inside. She was my everything and now I have no one. She lives across my car park so i see her everyday but she never acknowledges me, doesn't pick up the phone etc. etc. How do I get over it??? I'm suffering really bad right now and my depression is coming back even though I'm on medication. I'm just hurting so so badly!!! I'm a single mum so it's a bit hard for me to go out and meet new people and all that and I have no job. I just sit at home all the time and miss my friend. I know it's unhealthy please please someone give me some advice on what to do cos I can soon not take it anymore.