My husband had a spine operation which left him with nerve Damage and Ed I left it as I did not want to upset him if he could not get an erection this went on for 7 Years no physical contact I have just found out his problem was better when I caught him out paying to watch porn and Masrabating he told me I was boring in bed and he has not loved me for a long time we tried having sex but I can't get it out of my head what he said I thought it was me I put weight on I was ugly useless but all the time he was lieing to me now all we do is fight



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