Another day of frustration and sadness because I'm in Day #3 of this fibromyalgia flare that's preventing me from training for the race. My training program is 3 days a week and I like to have a day off in between, and here it is Wednesday. I just have so little that makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something, and training for this race was one of them.

Met with the museum last Friday and still haven't heard back that I passed the background check and am good to go. Was hoping that would happen this week. How long does a darn background check take anyway?

Because of this fibro flare I've been more fatigued and heading up to bed around 7:30 (just to lie there until I take my meds at 9 p.m.) Supposed to have a book club meeting at 6:30 tonight but not sure if I'll be able to go.

Just seems like nothing's going right. I will take the dogs for a walk this morning though and then volunteer at the AA Central Office. Have an appointment with my T this afternoon. It's badly needed.

Editing to say after going up and down the stairs a few times for coffee, my legs didn't seem to hurt so bad so I decided to proceed with the jog/walking of the couch to 5k program just now. I felt SO much better - - emotionally and physically - - after doing it. Just hope I don't live to regret it by making the fibromyalgia worse.