Good morning,

So I've been feeling like crap (like physically, like I always have the flu kind of crap) for a really long time now, and I went to the docs to see what was up. I had a bad feeling about going and I didn't want to go, but it was too late to cancel. So my moms sitting in there of course putting in all of her opinions, making me sound bad (in my opinion), (my moms seriously full of lies). I told the doc I'd take the new medication they want me on, but I just can't being myself to do it. She then had the nerve to sit there and tell me that I was CHOOSING to be miserable and when I tried to protest she's like "Yes you are, I'm not even gonna argue with you." At that point I just got so tired of people making it all my fault that I just broke down and started crying.
Everyone has made me out to be such a bad, defiant , unruly resistant person and I don't even know who I am anymore!! So I'm just pissed because to them, it's either medication or no way. I don't know what to do, theyre all so mean to me, including my mom.
> Sorry.