<font color="#000088"> I was strapped to a table by my brother and 2 of his friends on my 8th birthday,they had candles lit, and they drank some of my blood as some type of ritual, while I was still a virgin ,then burned me with one of the candles while he was raping me! I had one Dr. say I can't have children now because of it,another said it would be difficult,but they would all have to be C-section births over it,and I didn't want to hear what a 3rd had to say! My sister can't have kids because of what he did to her!I can't handle the flashbacks,and memories,and having to re-live this abuse every year on my birthday.And my birthday is only a month and a half away! </font>