Yes, I do and have all of my life. The words that you have used to describe your situation could have been written by me! Our experiences are so very simular. So you are not alone and it is a very frustrating place to be in life. esp, when no one will tell you why they leave you and you are left guessing! That lack of honest explaination exasperates me to no end! . Geeze, it they would at least tell you then you would have something to work with right!? But, then there are those mean and nasty personalities, that cut you to shreds with negative criticism, using wounding words that only kill and destroy you and are completely lacking love and compassion! This has been my experience anyway. Now after many years of this I have give up on having any meaningful relationships, I am hoping that this is just a temporary phase.