i have flashbacks also and have the same problem talking about them afterwards. they really scare me and can really paralyze me emotionally -- i feel like a zombie afterwards. Part of me wants them because i'm frustrated with what I can't remember -- there are so many gaps in what I remember. I try to be patient with myself after a flashback and usually don't talk to anyone right about them. Only after the emotion has really settled can I really speak of it. I've had a couple with other people in the room. I know I must look like a freak to them, but I really can't stop it. Even then, I couldn't talk about it. I guess my best advice is to be patient with yourself. Maybe once you catch your breath you'll be better able to talk about your experience. Maybe you're pushing yourself too soon to talk about it. I'm sorry you experience flashback too. they hurt. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. remember that you're not alone, and maybe that will help also.

mtd