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Yes indeed. I have felt so attached to my T that it causes me anxiety. It mostly shows up in the last 10 or 15 minutes of the session... when I know it is soon time to leave and I won't be seeing him for a whole week. Ugh. It was much easier when I saw him 2x per week.

.....................all the stuff I read.... it's all knowledge... Then I began to feel it and it became real.

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i can relate so much with it showing up in the last 10 or 15 minutes of the session....and I have brought it up in session when it is happening. no real solid solution to stopping it from happening though (if it is something that should be stopped). when I see the end of the session coming, i feel inside "No...no...i just want to stay here with her."

I have told my therapist I wish she could come home with me or I home with her, so that I could fall asleep in her arms like a baby would. it would be nice to sleep without nightmares or waking up and freaking out (there's that "freaking out" phrase again) or just not being able to sleep in general.

but i always have to leave therapy and leave her behind.