So the past few weeks I have been in a psych day program. While in the program I have been sent to the hospital twice for my suicide thoughts. I am a pretty difficult and stubborn person to treat and I kind of take too much pride in that. My personality and how I deal with things has made it hard to work the program and I have said on multiple occasions that I don't know if I even want to get better. I have been saying this before the program. The therapists at the program see that as a positive thing to admit but I don't know. Anyone else struggle with not knowing if they really want to get better? How do you overcome this feeling?