I follow his blog every day. It comes to me automatically. He has been gone 109 days. We keep in contact by an occasional email. Like new years. So I get email from him titled 'reaching out'.
I think of reaching out when I need support. So it wasnt like a hello. He said, 'Masimo, it's been too long. He had to refer to seeing or talking with me. This really grabbed me.....he must be missing me.
He said when he returns in the spring he would like to see me. Take the special ocean walk we did before he left.
Now he's a shrink. Knows I have feelings for him so is he leading me to believe he does too. He has retired so being friends is possible but not likely. He will always be more than that. This is a little confusing.