Aw, hey. I'm going to have an awful lot of what you've got in my future, if things go my way... Heh. More seriously... It sounds like you are doing really well to be hanging in there. I'm sorry that you don't have anyone to talk to. That has always been the hardest thing for me. To feel like I'm struggling through things alone.

Are there other people on your program who you get on with? They seem like a fairly natural place to look for people who are going through a similar thing to you with respect to juggling the demands of the program and internship, at least. Are you able to access counseling services on campus to help you decompress from what is going on in the program?