Hey guys. It honestly took a lot from me to actually try to talk about this. I'm in a relationship with a girl say for the past 4 months... Ive known her for four years, she was my closest friend and she still is... I am crazy about this girl. Simple. But , we got to talking about our past for some reason recently. She has had just one boyfriend in her past and has sex only with him. I have been through a few relationships in my past as well... The problem here is i am bothered about her sexual past. I am actually still a virgin. She took a lot of courage to actually talk to me about it.. which makes me feel great because she is opening up to me and she actually trusts me... but im still having trouble getting the picture out of my head. It hurts. Im really trying but just doesnt help. When i talk to her i feel fine.. When im by myself i lose it. I cant leave this woman for any reason. She's the real deal. I want to keep her happy no matter what. But i want to be happy too. I just want to forget her past and move on. I just dont know what to do. The major doubt is will i be able to forget the past? its been just two days since we talked about it ... but still... is it stupid? im ready to do anything to get past this... Please help