I have had a bad three days trying to understand someone I love, but everytime it seems as if he gets to frustrated or I do . We love each other and say we belong together . For he says I 'am the only one for him and I feel the same the way. There is just more than that my head cant understand . When we are together for more than two days sleeping over and hanging out if Im in the room he goes to the living room if I go to the living room so does he . Thats just an example of what yesturday looked liked . This morning for example, he asked if I need caugh drops. I said no he said anyway " well I need to move my bike" then , I feel like he just wanted to go anyway , Why could he not tell me directly . Honestly , I'am currently trying to to stop thinking so much to live in the moment but when things like this happen how can I not think? Another thing , he gets girls on his game counsel which I promise I dont care because I have my guys on my gaming council, but everytime I ask him about a girl I just want him to tell me about them how he tells me about the guys but instead he goes and deletes them. How can I not think or assume ? Or I'm I looking to into things. I feel this is not fair for me .. just because I dont do those things . This morning I have fallen into depression because I hate no understanding what I want to understand so badly... I wish I knew how to deal with this . But I loose control of my emotions thoughts and feelings . I really just dont know anymore.