Hello Divine -- I'm sorry that you feel that your friend has turned away from you. I can empathize with how this can make you feel even worse and have a negative effect on your depression and self-esteem.

When we are so down, it can be especially challenging to put ourselves in the other person's position. Try to keep in mind that your friend, like you, is young. She may be very scared about what you revealed and feel totally overwhelmed and clueless about how to cope with it.

I know that doesn't help you feel less alone and deserted, but perhaps it won't feel so much like she is "tired" of you and has made a negative judgment about you.

((((((((((((((((((((((((E-Divine))))))))))))))))))))))