I'll listen to you whether you take meds or not. I just don't always know what to say. I agree with you too, meds aren't everything. For some people meds aren't the answer period. I don't talk about it much but sometimes I don't take my meds. I hate how they make me feel and sometimes I just get so fed up with it. It's awful. I'm sorry you're feeling like you can't share here. I've said this before and I'll say it again, I like your posts because they help me feel less isolated in what I'm going through. That matters to me and I care about you.