I've been up for a little over two days. Last night I took 500mg of instant methylphenidate because I didn't want to deal with the low of the other 500mg snorted. I don't know why I did this. I'm really scared and I help. I can't keep my eyes open I'm about to fall asleep anywhere.

That was yesterday I wrote that. I had a severe quasi psychotic episode it was really really bad I was spasming out of frustration paranoia ..

My throat, mouth, tongue, lips are burned badly and I had around 20 nose bleeds. I don't remember anything..

Idk what to do I can't stop sleeping

ITS SO HARD TO DO SCHOOL WORK WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME IM AN IDIOT.

I need to tell everyone but how??