I'm in a lot of pain today. Physically, I feel horrible - headache, unrested because I didn't get a lot of sleep. No energy. I have this horrible mental fog, I really can't seem to focus well on anything and my vision is odd in a way I can't explain - I guess this is from staring at a screen all day. Emotionally, I feel like I just wanna get out of here. I can't take this anymore. I know I've said that before, but I mean it now. I can't even write. It's killing me and it will succeed sooner or later. I'm going to shower now.