Oh my goodness I always apologixe profusely whenever I call my T and it is usually quite brief. I am not allowed to e-mail him or phone him out of his office hours no matter what and i kind of feel a bit jealous that one of you ahs a T that wants you to phone everyday. I have been seriously suicidal previously and still don't call him much. I know I can. I just have trouble remembering he cares about me and plus I feel so bad for taking up his time with phonecalls,