they make ADHD medications that are not stimulants. maybe try one of those?

i think u should tell ur pdoc about your drug abuse. for many reasons. mostly for your own safety. i know its scary to think about not having it anymore but there is a way to live a full and meaningful and fun life without abusing drugs. i was a drug addict for years and i also abused adderall that was prescribed to me. i too thought it was too scary to not have it. but ive been adderall free for 2 years now. there is a way