Lizi, have you considered taking a semester or two off of your studies to evaluate your mental health condition without the stresses of class? I've been in and out of college a few times (I think I'm a sophomore?) just to allow time for my brain to pacify. You could address your concerns with an on-campus counselor if that's a possibility. I personally stay in school because it gives my life direction. I cannot be trusted to direct every aspect of my life. Depression limits my everyday functioning, but at least I have a path to follow. I hope you find the answer!