Hi, I'm 16 years old and I've been losing sleep whether if i have "aspergers" or not. My life has been hell and i think it's because of it. I don't have all the symptons, but have some major ones. For one, I'm very socially impared. It's not so much that i'm an awkward person, it's more that I'm incredibly unable to express myself. I barely talk at all and if I do, it's in a quiet, robotic and boring voice. I also can get very nervous in social situtaitons to thepoint where I'm unable to speak. I'm also not into a of things (narrowed interests). I only ever bother with a small handful of video games, movies and TV shows and am not the one to try things new. I also sometimes avert my eyes whenever talking with strangers. I've haven't had issues with emptahy or imagination.

Please. I really need some advice or insights. Please no "visit a doctor/therapist" comments because it's a hassle to visit a doc and I went to a therapist before
and she did not do a single thing. Thank you for reading.