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Well this is another one of THOSE posts... I have just started back to weekly therapy and I am ready to roll so to speak. My pdoc is not in the office this week and today is my normal day. It seems funny that I have only been back to weekly for about 6 weeks or so and only last week did he say I could come back every week.

I feel ready to go... like my engine is in overdrive...ready to go. I feel kind of lost right now... like no where to go...

Do you have those times when it is time you wish to get business going and then like being put on hold for some reason? Thoughts.... I just hope to keep the motivation up.

I like want to get deep and productive and forceful like in our exchanges ... and poof.

What is a girl/woman to do. Not sure who is here right now... kind of a combo deal.

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Yes, I feel this indifference often. Since you've been back to weekly were you able to schedule weekly or were you waiting for him to say see you next week? I do that sometimes. I don't think T's always like to push us into a timeframe.

I think what you mean about going deep, getting productive etc. means you would like to go to the scary places regarding your feelings but might be afraid to show him that? I could be way off base on this.