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Originally Posted by ~Christina
I'm not one to hop in a religious topic, one thing I do want to ask and maybe you have shared this before and I missed it ...if so I apologize..
Why not go back on a small dose of benzo to take that edge off? People that go through such terrible hell long past the average detox shouldn't be left to suffer . I don't know if the choice was yours to stop or not.
I'm sorry your feeling so lost on all levels  |
Thanks so much Christina for being so supportive. I agree that NO ONE should have to suffer through such hell for so long. Not that it really helps me to know this, but there are hundreds of people in my same boat that are on a benzo support site with me. Of course on that site, rescue doses are forbidden, similar to an AA member as in regards to alcohol. It is just not the same thing of course.
Not that I am going to adhere to those rules, I guess the reason I have not done that in over a year is fear. The last time I took a rescue dose, it was during the Thanksgiving holiday that was horrifically stressful with my withdrawal situation. I just would hate to set back any brain healing that I have. I still have some klonopin so I could do that if things got desperate.
Thanks again, and I will consider that. This is ridiculous!