Hey tracy,
We all feel like giving up sometimes. That's when we need and deserve compassion and care more than ever. Please try to hang in there and PM me if you would like to. I hope you have some help IRL. Things will get better, they always do, sometimes soon after things are at their darkest and most hopeless
(((((( gentle hugs if ok )))))))
"Everything will be alright in the end. If they are not alright, it isn't the end"