Hi, I am the mother of five children, all of whom are on the autism spectrum. My youngest two have more significant needs. One of them is four years old and is just learning how to use words to communicate. The other is turning three this month and is non-verbal. Both are sensory seekers. My home is loud and messy-very intense. My disabled husband stays home taking care of then and I work. Stress seems to trigger my depression so now I am depressed. Medications haven't helped so far. Counseling may help but I can't sacrifice the time or money. So I am looking for someone to listen who understands and won't judge. I know that I have distorted thinking but I need feelings validated anyway. If someone out there has a little time for a new friend, please write.