So don't get me wrong, sometimes i do. But I've found that my desire for friends isn't really there.

like, I've added some new friends to the contact book, but sometimes, it just seems like its a hassle.

also, whenever i talk, sometimes it doesn't make a lickity split of sense. So its like I'm always worrying about what i say and if they'll understand or not. I talk to myself, and I'm perfectly happy doing so. i understand what I'm saying. i have full conversations with myself and I've talked to myself for hours at a time. weird. but i don't care.

I've been caught by friends and my parents talking to myself. its embarrassing, but i will never stop. I'm just so interesting to talk to lol