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Originally Posted by Turtlesoup
I had to withdraw from college in my last year due to my myriad of issues- so I know how you feel-but I was able after taking time off to go back & finish & graduate with honors-so if I could do it you can too  Please don't be so hard on yourself-this is no different than if you missed school because you had pneumonia-take care |
thanks bark and turtlesoup.. i know there is a part of me that is telling myself that i need this break, that i cant take exams in this state. but the negativity seems to be louder...
really not looking forward to meeting pdoc and telling him this matter. during the time i was in crisis, he pushed for deferment but i keep insisting on taking the exams. and now, this...
even though i am smiling infront of people, inside of me is screaming.. forever chiding myself. things just got worse ever since i got out of the hospital. i don't know whether i need that place again...
si is going on at a worser rate, and the episodes have been worse. and the urges to end it all have been really...
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herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.