Talking about AP and hallucinations…
When I wake up in a manic way sometimes, I can vividly see moving, grainy, shimmering objects and walls with a rainbow kaleidoscope grid of dancing symmetrical shapes with mini spheres that are constantly morphing into other shapes filling my vision. I just sit staring with mouth agape.
This has caused my anxiety to skyrocket at times with the thought that eventually I'll go insane because this is going to be all that I can see- forever.
Then I remember that I didn't take my AP the night before.
I take deep breathes to calm myself down. Normally I can tolerate it and ignore it, but sometimes it's over whelming.
ACan anyone relate?