For a while i could only go every 6 weeks. I think mice go more often than that! It was different. I was in a holding pattern in my life. It certainly made me appreciate when i could go back to 2 or 3 times a week. But it also gave me time to think about what it meant to be where i was, because i had hit bottom. So i thought about how it was hard to say some things in t, and how it wasnt going to be "too hard" anymore, because where i was (freezing in my mother's attic) was as hard as i wanted my life to get.