-Lexapro - Bad for me
-Wellbutrin - currently taking
-Lamictal - currenting titrating up
-Klonopin - currently taking - really like
-Buspar - Didn't quite work for me - It would spike right away and then drop and then gradually help - ended always too soon. Switched to Klonopin which seems to be more even for me.

Not following directions might not be the best thing - maybe discuss a window of descretion that the two of you can agree on...