Today, I went to the funeral of a relative I was quite fond of. It was in another part of the country, so I flew there this morning, and I had decided to go back home again tonight instead of staying overnight and flying back tomorrow. I'm regretting that now... I would have liked to stay a little with my northern relatives. But I am very glad that I decided to go at all - I was wavering a lot back and forth for all kinds of silly reasons.