I feel your pain. Jut talk to your doctor. You're an adult. You can refuse to take anything. I have hallucinations 24/7 365 days a year. My doctor has been working with me for 5 years now and we've both came to the conclusion that medicine is pointless once we went through the entire list. We are just waiting for a new antipsychotic to come out. She keeps me on my anxiety meds for panic disorder and antidepressants and deplin for depression. You have every right to refuse anything and every right to ask for something g.