I had my session with T yesterday and it didn't go as bad as I feared it would. I had myself ready to have "the talk" with her and had everything written down in my journal and vowed to say what I needed....and then everything felt fine and she was fine and the connection was right back where it had been and I didn't feel the need to bring it up. I guess I had heard her wrong - or my feelings around what she said were wrong and I took it the wrong way and blew everything out of proportion. This therapy stuff and feelings and relationship with T sure can get messy! I just feel really relieved to be back on track and to not have gone in yesterday to have her tell me we needed to talk about termination and me finding a new therapist . That;s what I was expecting!