That's because schizophrenia has no cure. Most people who stop taking their meds relapse and do in fact end up in the hospital.

With me, since none of them have any effect on me, I've come to accept it. Yes. There are really bad times but I think I've read so much on it, learned so many coping techniques and so on. I focus on music when things get bad. I'm starting singing lessons next month and I got a piano for Christmas. I normally sing my lungs out until I'm exhausted but I want to make my own. Then it'll be even more better because I'll be able to write down my thoughts and feelings and express them in my own music which would be a good escape and a way not to focus on everything wrong.