Dear Her Odyssey,
Thank you for helping me earlier today!
It is mighty difficult "going solo" when you've had a net.But you are getting up every time! Good for You! Would you & your T consider phone therapy? Would you be comfortable with a T highly recommended by your usual T?
You're right food can be an addiction. I am so sorry you are having a tough time in all the areas you mention - the good news, it will pass.
PM anytime, I would love to hear how you are doing.